Friday, February 06, 2004

false accusations

whatever.

Aud left skool at 9:20 PM

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Thursday, February 05, 2004

loooooooook!!!!!!!!! toro!! =D
by the way, in case you dunno. he's the guy on the right! =) shuai right?



anyways. really annoyed by mana and yingmin and etc lahh. i mean like they shouldnt force until this extent and all. like what i told pot, theyre making this whole thing looks like a cult thing. quite terrible. very irritating. just want them to stop it. enough is enough. this is affecting everyone. rah. okae. the next time mana or anyone starts talking to me about christianity i'll just ask them to shut up. okae. that's pretty rude but im too irritated already. SIGH. why cant they stop stop stop stop stop it. im happy where i am and what i am. im sure many others are too. so cant they just stop everything. they can do it elsewhere, all their praying and everything. why must they do it in school? RAH. anyways. something to be happy about! i FINALLY found balloons! hahaha. went to toapayoh central and searched the place like anything. the shops either sell the small packets one with like less than 10 in a packet or the long kind. thank goodness i found balloons at this ulu craft shop. at first dun even have 100. haha. then the woman found this another 'new' pack. 144 balloons for 10.90.. hahaha. then i went to mos to get a large milk tea to reward myself for looking so long and hard. hahahaha. the guy there very ling se. RAH. asked for more milk and he only took out one more. -_-" RAH. then in total only had 4. ohwell. i should really get started on my chinese. quite a bit to study and must pass! so that my lao shi wont drag me into remedial - i just got out of it. hahaha.

Aud left skool at 7:19 PM

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im getting quite irritated with the reports. okae. SOME reports.
sighh.. here's what zaneta wrote for me:

i am not sure if she because she was really frustrated about the practice for the unit song practice last time. sheryl ma'am had hinted to her that jolene ma'am was not feeling well and that to do something about it. however, she did nothing and jolene ma'am had to hold through before she finally broke down. i also think that she can be a a bit too straight forward at times because the lst time, she told us that if we did not kick sandra out of our level dance, we would not even make it for auditions

the sandra thing. S-I-G-H. i can tell you that i never said that. hello. that day when they kicked sandra out i was comforting sandra lor. yes. i can remember very clearly on the events that happened that day. okae. ncos were at outside audi there. it was raining. needed harmonization for id like to teach the world to sing. ghan yingmin and i went to the hall to try out the music scores. badminton girls were playing then. we cmi so i ran down all the way to look for juniors to help. some guys were installing the fans there. juniors were at outside 1sy and com lab there. some pple were at the outside classroom there dunno doing what and sandra was at outside the com lab there crying. some of them were comforthing her and all. yups. i went to comfort her lor. like RAH. i didnt tell them whatever zaneta said i did. before that sj and minqi i think came to talk to me about the dance and ask for my comments lah. as in online i think. cant remember. then either one of them were commenting that pple cant dance properly, cant learn fast enough, cant catch up, cant remember steps etc. right. and one of them was saying that sandra cannot catch up. i was telling her that i agree lah cos can tell mah. and sandra is not one count slow, she's like just slower by a bit. as in all her steps. they were thinking of taking her out. all i told them was, if you really think you should then do it. if not then dont. hello. is that even considered as telling them to kick sandra out if not they cant get pass auditions? NO. i didnt say that mind you. RAH. jodie's another one. she said i dont come for meetings cos she doesnt see me and feel that i should go for meeting. or something along that line. -ahem- i DO go for meetings. and i stay until damn late during meetings lor. it's her who doesnt really come for meetings and she still say me. okae, fair enough, she has swimming trainings, but that doesnt give her the right to say that i dont go for meetings right? hrmpf. huizyi's report. she said that i only joke and interact with cara maybe cos she's in unit song. like ERM. that's not true. i talk to the rest too what. i dont really talk to her cos i never really got the chance too? like how often did she come for meetings? she doesnt. she just pop up on the sat before auditions where we had our last prac for auditions and she still wants to change song. so last minute somemore. is it my fault that she doesnt come for meetings and that i dont get to talk to her as much? i talk to all those who came for meetings quite often - cara, xuewen, huangzi and maybe grace. the rest? HAHAHA. they dont come and they want me to interact more with them. like how am i suppose to do so? sigh. okae. now i have 3 reports saying that i drag my feet. okokok. i'll change that habit.

i got 3a test tmr. need to study. samyee was trying to encourage herself and i to study just now while we were walking to the busstop after amaths. hoho. she concluded that there's only maybe about 4 chaps that really needs studying out of the 9 we have. YEAH RIGHT SAM. hahaha. ohwell. maybe i should go study already. will receive the rest of the reports tmr i hope. need to buy balloons later on if i cant find those free metro ones which my neighbour gave my siblings. hahaha. she works there mah. ohwell. it's raining very heavily and my sister is constantly falling asleep while doing her compo. hahaha. quite funny. ohwell. im evil. heh heh. cant wait for orientation! 1 new sec 3, 1 new sec 2 too i think and 23 sec 1s and counting! woohoo! =D

btw.. just something i want to add about today. mana went round the class to ask christians to join their prayer group. sigh. i thought theyre not allowed to do that in school? was talking to martina today about all these religion stuff too. yups, she said about the "if youre not a christian and you dont believe in god, youll go to hell" yarr.. it's just like what potty said. it's quite bad lah. i mean like. it's your own choice and freedom to believe in whatever you want what. sighh. ohwell.

Aud left skool at 3:57 PM

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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

freaked out?
sighh.
le freak.

Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!

Have you heard about the new dance craze?
Listen to us, I'm sure you'll be amazed
Big fun to be had by everyone
It's up to you, It surely can be done
Young and old are doing it, I'm told
Just one try, and you too will be sold
It's called Le Freak! They're doing it night and day
Allow us, we'll show you the way

Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!

All that pressure got you down
Has your head spinning all around
Feel the rhythm, check the ride
Come on along and have a real good time
Like the days of stopping at the Savoy
Now we freak, oh what a joy
Just come on down, two fifty four
Find a spot out on the floor

Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!
Aaahh Freak out!
Le Freak, C'est Chic
Freak out!

Now Freak!
I said Freak!
Now Freak!

All that pressure got you down
Has your head spinning all around
Feel the rhythm, check the ride
Come on along and have a real good time
Like the days of stopping at the Savoy
Now we freak, oh what a joy
Just come on down, two fifty four
Find a spot out on the floor

Aud left skool at 5:06 PM

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Monday, February 02, 2004

sighh..
hope it's not what i am thinking.
hope my guess is wrong.
hope it is not me.
hope it wont ever happen again.
hope things will not be different.
hope things doesnt go back to what happened last time.
i came to accept it and i want to forget it.
i dont ever ever want it to happen again.
sighhh.
hope hope hope?
please dun let it be me..
sighhh..
anyways. im blogging everything here now.
no more private blogs anymore and pot, i wont blog in the -ahem- one anymore too.
yups. sighhh..

ghan, you okae?

Aud left skool at 2:37 PM

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Sunday, February 01, 2004

hello hello..
hohoho. hahahaha.
FINALLY got the whole template up and all and this one is much much nicer than the previous one. =) hahahas. the thing's from school of rock!! yay! kevin clark drummer guy rocks my socks! hahaha. that's pretty lame. ohwell.. anyways. went to suntec today and gosh. you know the people who were there to get the mtv asia awards tickets were mad! and i didnt know you need to stand out and attract attention in order to get the tickets. ohman. was looking and there were people holding banners and such. got people dressed as clowns, dressed in cheerleading suits, dressed in night gowns with curlers [like vivian-fiona] hahaha.. quite funny. then made banners uring umbrellas, leaves. hahahaha. quite funny. so obviously i couldnt get lah cos i most prob wont stand a chance amongst them and besides, it's quite maluating. hahaha. anyways. asked my uncle already. he said that he can try to get tickets for me so yups yups. =) hahaha. ohwell. going now. tired. got chem to studyy. argh!!
goodluck! =)

Aud left skool at 9:52 PM

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